I Miss You

i know that it's my fault this happen
and i also know that I'm the blame for all this

I'm not regretting this
it's just the fact that i miss you, us, we
it's the fact that i can't deny

i miss everything about this
i miss our time
i miss our memories
and i miss our laughter
i miss all the joy, the smile and the tears

i miss the time when we sat together at that little corner
starring into each others eyes
talking about how we truly feel
laughing at each others jokes
and feel as if the world is ours

i really, truly, deeply miss that moment

i am not regretting my decision
i just MISS everything about this



p/s ; i am sorry

BuatAndaBerdua

buat anda si lelaki

knp kau begitu sadis ?
sedih aku tgk kau
kau kata kita dah takda pape
tetapi kau terus mencanang nama aku
knp perlu kau terus burukkan aku ?

oh, aku lupa
kau kan insan yang paling mulia di muka bumi ni
kau burukkan orang lain hanya kerana kau ingin kelihatan suci
sadis nya kau

kau jumpa betina itu depan aku,
hanya nak cemburukan aku ?
cetek nya pemikiran kau kalau kau rasa ia akan berjaya
kelakar lahh kau
sadis sekali jadi kau kan



buat anda perempuan

betina nya kau
kau fikir aku cemburu ?
kelakar lahh kalau kau fikir macam tuhh

kau kata kau takut aku sound kau ?
kalau kau takut, kenapa perlu kau jengukkan kepala kau ke luar ?
kenapa kau perlu menoleh ke arah aku untuk beberapa kali ?
kau sengaja mahu aku nampak kau bersama dia kan ?
aku pown peduli weyh.

kalau kau takut aku sound kau
knp perlu kau pandang-pandang aku ?
seoalah-olah kau tak puas hati dengan aku
kenapa kau perlu tunjuk-tunjuk aku depan kawan-kawan kau ?


kalau betul kau tak puas hati dengan aku
aku cabar kau wahai perempuan BODOH
datang jumpa aku depan-depan
aku nak tengok betapa berani nya kau



p/s; kehidupan korang berdua memang SADIS dan MENYEDIHKAN !

Updating

i know it has been quite a long time that i don't write. just that there is nothing much to write about and im kinda busy lately.


last monday was the final for 4x400 m. and im the 2nd runner. i kinda passed out right after i arrived at the finish line. thank god i managed to finish the run. and i am really really glad that we as in my team and i got the 1st place. heee =)


owh, and right now im kinda busy with the debate preparation. it will be held on 25th feb. wish me luck keyh guys =)

School's Marathon

today, my school held a marathon. it was divided into 4 category.

L1- guys under 18 (around 9 km)
L2- guys under 15 (around 7 km)
P1- girls under 18 (around 5 km)
P2- girls under 15 (around 5 km)

as you all know, i was in category P1. so i have to run about 5 km. it's not near you know.

that run was absolutely tiring. i was dehydrated by the time i arrived at the finish line. the teacher was shouting at me to run and cross the finish line before i passed out. and thank God i manage to cross it before i almost passed out.

i know i don't run that fast. but I'm really glad coz i got number 19. its quite good right ? haha ;)

now, my leg whole leg hurt. from my waist till my toe. it's really hard for me to climb the stairs, to sit and get up again and even move. i don't really know how am i gonna run 4x400 final this Monday.

wish me luck y'all =)


p/s; i am so tanned right now. haish =_="

A Reason To Smile :)

Yeayy !! I've passed my law exam. i felt like i just won a lottery or something. HAHA ;) i really can't wait to get behind the wheels. weeee~


I'm really glad that i ace the exam for the first time. so i didn't have to repeat it again and again until i pass. thank you God ! *grinning*


and thank you to you cuzzie (aina) for being there with me. I'm glad that i took driving ed with you. if not, I'll be looking like an idiot. just sat there quietly alone.


thank you aina and oh, congrats for acing the exam too =)


p/s; i DON'T have any intention of bragging okeyh ______ ! ;)

Menjaja dan Meminta-minta

hanya sebab kau punya wajah yang suci
kau boleh buat orang kasihan kan kau


tapi pernah tak kau terfikir
apa akan jadi kalau orang dapat tahu manipulasi yang kau cipta
yang kau reka hanya semata-mata
kerana mahukan perhatian


aku kasihankan orang macam kau
sumpah kasihan


kau boleh teruskan menjaja segala kisah
dan cerita tentang aku
cerita tentang kisah dahulu


aku sememangnya rela kau buat begitu
hanya supaya kau mendapatkan perhatian
yang selama ini kau cari dan kau pinta


kau juga boleh teruskan menjaja nama aku
dan segala-galanya yang buruk tentang diri aku
agar kau kelihatan baik, suci lagi murni


aku sememangnya telah dilahirkan
oleh Allah S.W.T di muka bumi ini
untuk menerima layanan yang sebegitu
daripada seorang yang amat sempurna seperti kau


kau juga tak perlu terus meminta-minta
perhatian daripada orang lain
dengan menjaja serta mencanang
segala kisah dan cerita perihal aku mahupun orang


kerana kau telah berjaya memperoleh
segala perhatian yang selama ini kau cari
sehingga ke lubang cacing sekalipun


jadi di sini
aku ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih pada kau
kerana terus menjaja cerita perihal aku


dan di sini juga aku ingin mengucapkan tahniah
di atas pencapaian kau yang begitu cemerlang sekali
di dalam sketsa kehidupan ini


TAHNIAH buat kau !
=D

Ego

everyone has an ego. but it varies in every person.


let me tell u a story. this happen this evening when i was walking home with my friend. it was raining at that time.


as we were heading home, suddenly my friend kinda slip a lil bit and his bicycle's handle kinda hit a car next to us. but it DIDN'T even leave a scratch.


then that car slows down, and the driver roll down the window and shout at us. "BODOH !"
i still remember your fugly face when you said it.


by that time i was like, wut the HELL ! u are driving a Toyota Camry for God's sake ! it's not like it is a Ferrari or a mini cooper or a Mercedes. it is just a TOYOTA CAMRY !


moreover, it didn't even leave a scratch !


just because you think that you are rich, u are that GREAT ! huhh. puh-liz ! you are so NOT !


yup ! we are an idiot. that is why we go to school and learn.


owh, and you know what uncle ! your wealthiness won't last long. GOD can take it away from you in just a blink of an eye. and if that happen, i will be the one who will laugh my lungs out !


you are not that rich yet. you are not the richest person in the world. but your attitude, you act as though you are so damn fucking rich. are rich people always that snobby ?


i bet your ego will go as high as the sky if you own so many expensive cars and tons of bungalows.


i advice you to go to your rich and intelligent world where people like you belong. you are too good to live in this world with us, ordinary human.


fyi, i am so DISGUST with your damn fucking smelly attitude. HAHA =D