Hari Raya

first of all, i wanted to say that this entry will be VERY long. trust me when i said VERY long. HAHA. so it's up to u if u wanna read it ^-^


RAYA EVE

woke up early and helped nenek cooked rendang.
technically, i cook the rendang this year. ahha =D
mak long and fina made the sandwich cake which is our family tradition cake.
u won't get it anywhere else. hehe ^-^
then, i have to wash the large wok that we used to cook the rendang.
send ija to lrt station.
bake some cookies with teefa and ika.
while waiting, i helped nenek, my mom and my aunts with their inai.
work non-stop till night and sleep around 4 a.m.
i am damn effing tired.


1st RAYA

woke up around 9. HAHA =D
pak ngah and family were already here during subuh.
early huhh ?
it took 2 hours for us girls to get ready. ahha ^-^
so, after all of us were ready, it's time for a family photo.
weeee~
all the granddaughters of haji nasir took a picture together.
but, too bad. aina was not here.
if only u came early that day dear cuzie.

my grandparents. they're cute together ^-^
they've been married for 52 years now.


mak long's family.


pak ngah's family.


mak lang's family. which is my family =)
it has been 7 years since my dad passed away.
may ALLAH bless him.
Al-Fatihah.


ucu's family. pak ucu is the photographer of the family. hehe ;)


the grandchildren of Haji Nasir.
only pak uda's children weren't here.
we are a very happy small family =)

too bad that pak uda and family was not here early. so sorry aina.
that night, i went karaoke with my paternal cousins around 12 a.m.
and got back home around 4 a.m.
it was a BLAST night ;)


2nd RAYA

juz sit at home coz there were people coming over.
people came non-stop till night.
penat tahu ?
HAHA =D


3rd RAYA

went to my nenek saudara house somewhere in bangi.
and that afternoon went to pak uda's house.
then went to the curve and had our dinner there.


4th RAYA

went to shah alam to nek andak's and nek teh's house.
then went to sacc mall and finally to ou to search for tifa's prom dress.
and she finally got one.
which cost about rm 300.
it's a really beautiful one =)



p/s ; more pictures coming later. heee~ ^-^

Little Conversation

B : yang mane ?
A : yang tuhh.
B : tak lawa pown (sambil buat muka)
A : ........... (terdiam sebentar) HAHAHAHA =D

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C : A, yang mane satu ?
A : yang kat depan tuhh.
C : mane ?
A : yang _________ skeyt tuhh.
C : tak cantik pown.
A : .......... (sekali lagi terdiam) HAHAHAHAH =D

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D : sape sape ?
A : yang _________ tuhh lar
D : lorh. dye kew ? tak lawa lahh. kalau aku, aku pilih kau.
A : .............. (reaksi biase. terdiam kejap) HAHAHAHA =D

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tuhh jew lahh yang aku mampu buat bila orang cakap pasal kau. aku cuma mampu diam dan ketawa. aku tak boleh berkata lebih. tuhh pendapat dan pandangan diorang. kan kan ? ^-^



p/s ; HAPPY HARI RAYA PEOPLE. HAVE A GREAT HARI RAYA =D

Breathe

this video is specially dedicated to you.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to



p/s ; sorry for the unpleasant voice. and just ignore the sound of the fan and the messy room. i know i got some of the lyrics wrong. sorry bout that too.

I Don't Understand

i don't understand why this happen
and i don't really understand why it happen in the first place


if possible,
i don't want this to happen
i want things back the way they were
i want things back to normal


i don't understand why you have to pull your face with me
have i done something wrong ?
or maybe, just maybe you think that i was pulling my face at you
while the fact is that I'm not.

coz i will never do that
i've tried smiling at you
but then, you'll pull your face away


i've tried talking to you
but then again, you will pull your face away


you will turn your back away
when you see me or whenever i came near you
do you know how much it hurts me ?
do you even bother to care ?


IT HURTS ME BADLY
seriously, it does.


it may not show on the outside
but it feels deeply in the inside


i laugh loud to hide what i feel
i smile a lot so that nobody knows what is bugging me
i pretend that i have no problems when i'm with them
and only with them, i can forget all of my problems


and i really really hope Ya Allah,
that things will be back to the way it were



p/s ; i kept all your messages and i hold your promises. and mine too. i still remember my promise to you.

I Don't Want

anything that can jeopardise our friendship to happen.
i love the friendship that i have.

Maaf

saya malas dan tak suka nak bergaduh dan bertikam lidah
apatah lagi sekarang ini bulan Ramadan
bulan yang mulia


oleh itu,
saya dengan rendah diri dan hati yang ikhlas
mengatur sepuluh jari memohon maaf kepada semua


maaf andai tingkah laku ini tidak disenangi
maaf andai kata-kata pernah mengguris hati
maaf andai perlakuan diri tidak disukai


jika terdapat apa-apa kesalahan yang pernah saya lakukan kepada semua
dalam sedar ataupun tidak
saya minta maaf


maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki
maaf dari badan kanan hingga badan kiri


harap maaf saya ini diterima oleh semua.


yang ikhlas ;
saraseyra

Haihh =.=

having a fever during fasting month and trial was so not cool
haihh =.=


kau tak perlu jadi kakak mahupun adik untuk rasa marah
kau tak perlu jadi form 1 atau form 5 untuk rasa tak puas hati
kerana kakak mahupun adik,
form1 atau form 5
kedua-duanya ialah manusia yang punya hati dan perasaan

ehem. kau nk ckp aku cari pasal ?
cube kau fikir dalam-dalam dan jauh-jauh
sape yang cari pasal dengan sape dulu ?

minta maaf pown penat kew ?
nampak sangat tak ikhlas.
kalau ikhlas, takkan timbul rasa penat dan menyesal

dan lagi satu, ape bukti kau yang aku kutuk kau ?
ape bukti kau yang aku kutuk kau dalam bulan puasa nie ?
sedap mulut kau jew kan fitnah orang
kau tak fikir pulakk yang kau tuhh menfitnah dalam bulan puasa

dan aku nak tanya kau
apa eyh yang aku dapat kalau aku kutuk kau ?
perlu kew aku kutuk kau ?
kau bukan siapa-siapa dalam hidup aku
jadi aku rase tadew sebab untuk aku ambil kisah pasal kau

aku tak pernah mengharapkan apa-apa dari kau
pernah kew aku suruh kau minta maaf ?
pernah kew aku suruh kau mengaku kesalahan kau ?
yang kau nak terasa lebih kenapa ?
nampak sangat kau dah buat salah

lagi satu
ape bukti kau yang aku tak ikhlas maafkan kau ?
kau boleh baca hati aku kew ?
apa yang ada kat dalam hati aku nie
kau takkan tahu
kau mungkin boleh buat andaian
tapi andaian tuhh salah

ingin aku tekankan kepada kau
aku tak benci kau
dan aku tak perlu untuk membenci kau
ia tak memberi apa-apa manfaat kepada aku

dan senyuman aku itu ikhlas
tiada apa yang tersirat mahupun tersurat
jadi, tolong jangan cakap ikut sedap mulut
fikir dahulu sebelum berkata-kata


p/s ; kalau kau rasa ini tiada kaitan dengan kau, jangan nak terasa lebih.