still loving you

i met you at school today

i asked you how you feel towards me

you didn't answer me at first

so i kept asking you the same question

you stared deeply into my eyes

GOD

i can't stand it when you stared at me

so i looked down

i asked you the question again

then you said, the stared is the answer

i pretend that i don't understand it

cause i don't want to make any assumption

still you don't give me the answer

i told you that i have to make a decision

i have to choose between you and him

you said that it's my life, not yours

you are okeyh with who ever i choose

i said how can i make my decision

when i don't really know how you feel towards me

*silence*

then you said " I STILL LOVE YOU "

i'm totally speechless

i can still remember your expression when you said it

i can see your sincerity in you eyes

owh, what a life

you gave me the answer that i hope for

but, with that answer

it makes it harder for me to choose

*sigh*

i HATE being in dilemma

*date happened: 30.10.08