Metamorphosis

whew ! SPM is finally over.
i felt such a great relieved.
felt like a big burden on my shoulder has fade away
heee ^-^


this year is coming to an end
and I've gone through A LOT
there have been ups and downs in my studies and emotion
and i also realized that I'm not who i am back than


people change with time
just like a caterpillar that metamorphosed into a beautiful butterfly
as time passed by,
we all changes even with the slightest change


i know people around me have been talking
about me changing into someone different
even if they never mention it out loud
i do know that they were talking


but hey people !
i don't really change that much
maybe as for u guys,
it might looked like a big change
but, it's NOT


I've been this way since before
i have always been like this
ask my family
just that none of u really have the slightest intention
to get to know me that well


i know people are blaming them
for my ups and downs in my studies
and people are blaming them
for the changes that I've gone through


but just so u know
they are NOT the blame for all that
it's all me
i am responsible for everything i did


so i really hope that all of u
would STOP blaming them
stop blaming MY FRIENDS


FULLSTOP !


p/s ; morphine ? i don't do drugs
margarita ? i don't drink
Marlboro ? i don't smoke
mango ? i never knew that it comes in mango flavour. HAHA ;D
but i do <33 MNG ^-^