Tercipta Untukku.

this song is dedicated specially to you sayang :')

Accident Does Happen

there has been an accident today.

i was shocked to see that this girl is covered with blood.

there are blood all over her tshirt and kain baju kurung.

i just got back from cafe with my roomates after having our dinner.

it was around 6 p.m.

as we were heading to our room, there are this crowd of people.

we were quite curious about what had happened.

we started to ask around.

that is when we saw the girl.

she was holding a small towel on her head.

i was shocked to see that there were so many blood.

i thought that she could have fall in the toilet or something.

but, you know what exactly happened to her ?

her head got hit with a fan.

spinning fan to be exact.

i'm not really sure how it happened.

but i guess maybe she was standing on the bed or something.

people were busy calling here and there.

one of them even called our fellow to inform about the accident.

but too bad, he was in Terengganu.

my friend offer her helped to bring this girl to the Health Unit.

but, one of them already called the ambulance.

and guess what ?

it took sooooooo long for the ambulance to finally arrived.

we were like, what the HELL.

why does it took so long ?

if that person was heavily bleeding, she could die you know.

why is that driver so effing stupid ?

but, Alhamdulillah she was fine.

she received five stitches on the head.

hope that she will get better soon.

That Feeling Again.

I'm having that feeling again.

The feeling of lost, empty and fragile.

I don't know why, but somehow i feel lost.

I wonder what I'm doing here.

Why must it be here ?

Why can't I be somewhere else ?

I don't feel like i belong here.

This emptiness should be filled.

Fill with love, joy and laughter.

I laugh. I cry.

But still, deep down inside i feel empty.

i need my enthusiasm back !

fragile.

I don't why, but it seems like I'm super sensitive lately.

everything seems to go wrong.

or maybe it is just me.

*sigh

I miss everybody.

I miss my mom, my family and him.

i miss my rawksta buddies and my school friends.

I miss school year and I miss hanging out.

Alhamdulillah :)

syukur to Allah i can still maintain my pointer. Alhamdulillah sangat2 ^-^

Hmm

kalau kaw rasa kaw dahh cukup pandai and dahh taw segala-galanya,

tak payah lar nak tanye aku macam2.

then nk cakap macam2 belakang aku.

kau ingat kaw sape ?!

FUCK lar weyh !

kalau kaw rasa kaw dahh cukup bagus, then TAK PAYAH okeyh,

aku repeat TAK PAYAH okeyh nk tanye aku ape2 lagi okeyh !

tak payah aku susah2 nk jawab soalan kaw dengan jawapan BODOH aku tuhh kan !

haihh.

This Is So Cool !

check this video out. this is about me in the future. InsyaAllah. hehe :D

www.this-is-my-story.com/v/868UC23I57GI

p/s ; i got to know about this video through an acquaintance of mine :)

Aku Rindu Setengah Mati,

frankly speaking, i really miss you
it's a lie if i said that i didn't miss you
who doesn't miss the person that they love isn't it.

but to tell you the truth,
i miss the old you
i miss the old us.

i miss your sweet words
i miss you who is so loving
you who is so caring
and you who will comfort me when i'm down

i miss you who is always there when i fall
who will help me when i'm down
and who will always cheer me up when i'm sad.


I REALLY REALLY MISS THE OLD YOU !

Penat. Sangat Penat.

kadang-kadang hati ini rasa ingin teriak sekuat hati
supaya semua orang tahu
apa yang aku rasa, apa yang terpendam, apa yang terbuku


kadang-kadang aku rasa penat
lelah untuk hadap semua hari-hari
lemah untuk tempuh semua seorang diri


aku hampir berputus asa
aku hampir tinggalkan semua
tapi aku waras lagi
aku masih sayang dan cinta


penat memang penat
letih memang letih
untuk tempuh benda yang sama hari-hari
buat aku jemu dan lali


sudah, cukup, berhenti !
biarkan aku sendiri
kalau memang susah untuk kau betul-betul mengerti
nyah kau berlalu dan pergi



p/s ; mentally tired.

Dance With My Father

Today in Bel260 class, our lecturer makes us listen to this old sentimental song called Dance With My Father by Luther Vandross. While others were chit chatting with each other, I suddenly thought of my father.


I almost shed a tear when I hear that song and listen carefully to the lyrics. i really really miss you dad. :(


to those out there who still have your parents by your side, do love them with all your heart. and never ever break their hearts.